Borderline Schixophrenia




















Running from the law. Made out with my sister. Was in the hospital. Got really religious.

Wow. First I was like huh? Then I was like what the fuck?!? Then I was like that is the awesomeist piece of awesome

Epic, must watch!

(Source: brozoinks, via a-cali-guy-in-texass)

An alien or fools fortune

Had Chinese buffet today. So yummy!! Mmm
Goin to spend my target gift card today! I love target…

An alien or fools fortune

Had Chinese buffet today. So yummy!! Mmm
Goin to spend my target gift card today! I love target…

legittales said: Hey, man. Love the blog. Just want to say you're not alone and you're a truly beautiful person. Hit me up sometime if you ever want to talk!

Thank you, I really appreciate that! And sure :) I find it hard to talk to someone about these things because people either dismiss my beliefs or they think I have something wrong with me. So it’ll be nice to talk :)

Like wow to be right there at that moment would be heart stopping. “My question is who are you and please please tell me the honest truth about this universe… Do we absolutely have to be kept in the dark?”

Like wow to be right there at that moment would be heart stopping. “My question is who are you and please please tell me the honest truth about this universe… Do we absolutely have to be kept in the dark?”

yes the ANCIENT ALIENS guy! I love him seriously, wtf is up with his fking hair lmao. The answer… aliens!

yes the ANCIENT ALIENS guy! I love him seriously, wtf is up with his fking hair lmao. The answer… aliens!

I believe that its time for this world to be enlightened!

Over the course of my 21, almost 22, yrs of life I have discovered my dislike for the human race. Unfortunately the main population of our kind is ignorant and has no respect for anyone and clearly not even themselves. It is clear that we are not alone, but our own government  fools us into believing that we are, and that there is nothing else out there! The lies continue to amaze me! How annoying!! I believe I am destined for a knowledge and life beyond this one. I believe I am a new or evolved kind of Human, I understand and comprehend concepts ages above my generation. Why cant others see this way? Why am I the only one who recognizes that there is more than one way, more than one dimension, more than one part to a physical and mental being. I believe in science, not religion, and I recognize that we are not the superior beings that we believe we are. I can clearly see that I do not belong in this world, because of its corruption and greed. We were not meant to live our lives working and wasting away lifetime after lifetime like we do. I yearn for knowledge of science and the universe that all of us reside in. It is unfair because I was born into this race where I am kept in the dark simply because others like me are meant to be controlled simply because they cannot handle the truth that is so undeniably out there. I so wish that the forces and beings that exist beyond our own would make themselves known to me. I am ready, and without any doubt in my mind I would leave this planet in a heart beat!

Q & As

200: My crushs name is: Daniel

199: I was born in: Ravenna OH

198: I am really: An extraterrestrial

197: My cellphone company is: Apple

196: My eye color is: Green

195: My shoe size is: 11-11.5

194: My ring size is: n/a

193: My height is: 5’ 8”

192: I am allergic to: Cats

191: My 1st car was: ford Taurus

190: My 1st job was: Au bon pain

189: Last book you read: Bastard out of Carolina

188: My bed is: comfy

187: My pet: invisible white hamster named snowball

186: My best friend: Adam

185: My favorite shampoo is: GARNIER

184: Xbox or ps3: XBOX 360

183: Piggy banks are: PNC

182: In my pockets: Right pocket CHAPSTIK, left pocket school id

181: On my calendar: My 22nd brrday

180: Marriage is: taken

179: Spongebob can: annoy me

178: My mom: is the greatest in the world

177: The last three songs I bought were? My world, feel it all around, called out in the dark

176: Last YouTube video watched: christeene: workin on grandma

175: How many cousins do you have? I have 10 cousins

174: Do you have any siblings? 2 younger brothers

173: Are your parents divorced? Yes, in the process

172: Are you taller than your mom? No

171: Do you play an instrument? I had a snare drum

170: What did you do yesterday? Had class then drank some alchy juice

[ I Believe In ] atheist, but I do believe in aliens and Lucifer

169: Love at first sight: Dan

168: Luck:  very lucky-born 1990 and a Leo (look it up its legit)

167: Fate: live the rest of my days traveling the post apocalyptic wastelands of earth- after 2012 

166: Yourself: Beautiful but fat and bad acne everywhere

165: Aliens: yes, all kinds even from other dimensions that come here all the time

164: Heaven: no

163: Hell: maybe

162: God: an alien

161: Horoscopes: Leo

160: Soul mates: Dan

159: Ghosts: yes because we are made of energy- ghosts are the energy left behind when our bodies die

158: Gay Marriage: yes! I want to marry Dan when we are older

157: War:  no war!

156: Orbs: yes-they are demons

155: Magic: yes it’s inside everything and everyone; we just don’t know how to use it.

[ This or That ]

154: Hugs or Kisses: kisses :*

153: Drunk or High: Drunk

152: Phone or Online: online

151: Red heads or Black haired: black haired

150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes

149: Hot or cold: hott

148: Summer or winter: summer

147: Autumn or Spring: autumn

146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate

145: Night or Day: day

144: Oranges or Apples: oranges

143: Curly or Straight hair: straight

142: McDonalds or Burger King: burger king

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk chocolate

140: Mac or PC: Mac, but I have a crappy pc L

139: Flip flops or high heels: flip flops- I’m not a drag queen!

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: ugly and rich

137: Coke or Pepsi: coke!!

136: Hillary or Obama: Obama

135: Buried or cremated: cremated then buried under a tree

134: Singing or Dancing: singing

133: Coach or Chanel: chanel

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: eww I hate country music!

131: Small town or Big city: small town

130: Wal-Mart or Target: target

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben stiller

128: Manicure or Pedicure: pedicure

127: East Coast or West Coast: west coast

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: my birthday aug. 6!! :D

125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate

124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney

123: Yankees or Red Sox: hate sports

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: needs to end! We need to be one world of peace!

121: George Bush: dumb ass

120: Gay Marriage: yes please! I would like to marry my husband sometime in my lifetime

119: The presidential election: I don’t vote, politics are corrupt and a conspiracy

118: Abortion: it’s up to the mother and it’s her body her choice

117: MySpace: thank god it’s dead!

116: Reality TV: Yuk

115: Parents: love them! They are the only ones ya got!

114: Back stabbers: fuck ya’ll

113: EBay: Amazon

112: Facebook: yeah

111: Work: ugh, hello paycheck

110: My Neighbors: don’t know them

109: Gas Prices: don’t drive, but ridiculous

108: Designer Clothes: the closest to designer that I own is American eagle hah aim poor

107: College: art institute of Pittsburgh, graduate march 2013

106: Sports: hell to the no!

105: My family: I love them!

104: The future: scared and excited

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone: a customer from my work

102: Last time you ate: yesterday, about to get pizza in a bit tho

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Britney  <3

100: Cried in front of someone: Dan

99: Went to a movie theater: the woman in black

98: Took a vacation: Florida 1997

97: Swam in a pool: last summer

96: Changed a diaper: when I was 7

95: Got my nails done: never

94: Went to a wedding: once when I was 7

93: Broke a bone: never

92: Got a peircing: never

91: Broke the law: all summer of 2011

90: Texted: Dan that I was coming home

[ MISC ]

89: Who makes you laugh the most: myself

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: I already miss my mom L

87: The last movie I saw: clover field

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: dying

85: The thing I’m not looking forward to: working my whole life

84: People call me: ventus

83: The most difficult thing to do is: decide what to watch on Netflix

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never

81: My zodiac sign is: Leo (Chinese): horse

80: The first person I talked to today was: Brian, my manager

79: First time you had a crush: fourth grade moriah

78: The one person who I can’t hide things from: Adam my bff

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Adam

76: Right now I am talking to: Dan

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be an illustrator/ graphic designer/ futurist

74: I have/will get a job: an illustrator/ graphic designer/ futurist

73: Tomorrow: go to work, I don’t have class

72: Today: go to class, come home eat pizza, do HW, study, then watch movies

71: Next Summer: working

70: Next Weekend: playing skyrim

69: I have these pets: had a wiener dog (rusty) hamster (Bilbo) garble (spike-ate by rusty) cat (kit-Kat)

68: The worst sound in the world: people eating loudly

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mom

66: People that make you happy: Dan

65: Last time I cried: yesterday, dad yelled at me

64: My friends are: awesome! Adam Rachel Britney Cody Ashley

63: My computer is: a piece of shit dell

62: My School: art institute of Pittsburgh

61: My Car: my feet

60: I lose all respect for people who: throw their lives away or become “gangster” or emo

59: The movie I cried at was: finding neverland

58: Your hair color is: light brown

57: TV shows you watch: ancient aliens, portlandia, Ru Paul’s drag race, destination truth ghost adventures

56: Favorite web site: tumblr duh :p and deviant art have a look

55: Your dream vacation: Montreal

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when I had my wisdom teeth removed

53: How do you like your steak cooked: no pink

52: My room is: 302

51: My favorite celebrity is: willam belli

50: Where would you like to be: not on earth

49: Do you want children: yes

48: Ever been in love: yes

47: Who’s your best friend: Adam

46: More guy friends or girl friends: girl friends

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: food in my tummy

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my mom

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no, I should get on that

41: Have you pre-named your children: yes, Naomi and ven

40: Last person I got mad at: my father

39: I would like to move to: Canada

38: I wish I was a professional: illustrator

[ My Favorites ]

37: Candy: mounds

36: Vehicle: Mazda

35: President: jfk

34: State visited: oh co pa nc sc nd sd ky in ms mo fl mt wy ks ia il nj tn va al ga wv de dc

33: Cellphone provider: Verizon…

32: Athlete: tennis star Marat Safin

31: Actor: Johnny depp

30: Actress: Emma stone

29: Singer: lady gaga

28: Band: foster the people

27: Clothing store: American eagle

26: Grocery store: giant eagle supper store

25: TV show: ancient aliens

24: Movie: easy a

23: Website:

22: Animal: lion

21: Theme park: universal studios

20: Holiday: thanksgiving

19: Sport to watch: eew

18: Sport to play: no

17: Magazine: game informer

16: Book: I don’t read books…

15: Day of the week: Friday!

14: Beach: Virginia

13: Concert attended: reliant k when I was a pre teen

12: Thing to cook: baked pasta yum!!

11: Food: Italian and Mexican

10: Restaurant: houlihans

9: Radio station: 96.1

8: Yankee candle scent: cinnamon

7: Perfume: Burberry

6: Flower: rose

5: Color: green

4: Talk show host: Ellen

3: Comedian: Kathy griffin

2: Dog breed: corgi

1: Did you answer all these honesty? Yes